I thought I could trust him…

I thought i could trust him. He was my brother’s closest friend, a brother from another mother. He was kind to everyone and everyone loved him. But he used my trust against me to coerce me to kiss him, to let him touch me, and lose my virginity to. I thought it was okay. He was in college, experienced, older, but i was just a high schooler. Who would want to be with me? The queer and weird outcast, except him. I though i could trust him, i mean everyone did.  

-Anonymous (they/them/theirs)